新年了，下雪了，外面白茫茫的一片。心里面也是白茫茫的，不晓得该做什么。新年固然是让人开心的，然而，紧接着就要到来的考试总是让人提不起精神。万恶的考试，让我的这个元旦假期就这么荒废了。
圣诞也没有圣诞的气氛。只是很多人很热闹的在食堂三层包饺子，算是联欢吧。很热闹，其实我也一度被这样热闹的气氛所感染，特别开心。可是突然又想到些事情，让我没有了兴致，早早的离开。脑袋里有太多的东西果然不是一件让人高兴的事情，会给心情造成极大的伤害。
突然发现游戏也不能给自己带来如以往的快乐。有时候发现只有看书的时候才能感到丝丝的安宁。那种感觉真的很舒服，就好像整个世界就只有自己。或许我是一个孤立主义者？或许我就不该存在于这个纷扰的世界之中，这只会给自己带来无穷无尽的痛苦。
没什么，放心好了，我还不至于做出傻事来。纵然生活中有那么多的不如意，依然生活还是要继续的不是么？我知道我还有爱我的家人和朋友。或许生活中没有比这更加美好的了。
生活中有太多的误会，人们总是误会来误会去。我也总是处在误会别人与被别人误会这样的困境中。奈何？无奈。或许我该谈一些更加轻松的话题，不致让人以为我是一个充满痛苦之人。
谢谢姐姐的贺卡，这是我收到的唯一一件礼物。嗯...如果先前那个也算的话，那就是第二个。巧克力的味道一定很甜吧？我知道姐姐一定喜欢。
June说，晚上不要那么晚发短信过去了，她也没办法回。其实我并没有期待能收到她的回复，只是习惯于每天晚上发一封短信过去问候，道一声晚安。习惯而已。我这样的人似乎还没有坚持做过什么事情，这也好歹算是一件吧。虽然很多时候我了解这样的事情不过都是in vain而已，不过...无所谓了，习惯就好。
听说Water又受伤了，好像还不轻的样子。嗯...小心点哦，好好休息了，希望能够在南京看到全胳膊全脚的你^_^
年末，世界上发生的事情太多了。考试将近，也没有那么多兴致关心。可惜了萨达姆，一代枭雄，殁于乱世，可叹可叹。我似乎看见了阿拉伯民族对于美利坚的又一次反击。保佑保佑...我不是故意这么乌鸦嘴的。不过我相信，美国这一次又是搬起石头砸自己脚。
扯太多了。考试考试，考试要紧，看书了。
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起舞弄清影，何似在人间。我的圣骑士：何似在人间也已经38级了，就快骑马了。不过在回家前让他骑上马的愿望恐怕不太现实了。无所谓无所谓...其实我更觉得我应该彻底不玩了。越来越没有意思了。尤其是资料片。那一定是暴雪的又一个败笔。

Topic: Nanjing and Beijing
Thesis statement: Both as the famous ancient capitals of China, Nanjing and Beijing are playing completely different roles. Nanjing is playing the feminine part while Beijing the masculine.
Points of comparison/contrast:
Point 1: Historically speaking, dynasties in Nanjing often had a shorter life than that in Beijing.
Point 2: Culturally speaking, Nanjing is more like a lady while Beijing is more like a powerful man.
Point 3: Differences in values. Nanjing people live a more peaceful life than Beijing people.
Conclusion: As a Nanjinger who has lived in that city for nearly 20 years, I’m proud of the local culture.

Nanjing and Beijing

Among the thousands of cities in China, there are two most symbolic political cities, Nanjing and Beijing. In the past 1 thousand years in China’s history, nearly all the political struggles concerned these two cities. The two cites, the southern capital and the northern capital, also bring us the long-existing differences between the southern China and the northern China.
Nanjing is the capital city for nearly 10 dynasties in ancient China. It’s most prosperous period of time was in the 4th~6th centuries and the 14th century. But, maybe it’s the inevitability or a coincidence or just a joke played by god, all those 10 dynasties had short lives, most of them defeated by their northern enemies. Meanwhile, Beijing has a better fortune. It’s the capital of several powerful and strong dynasties, such as Yuan, Ming and Qing. It is fortunate to witness the glory of China in its most prosperous and powerful era.
Neither of the 2 cities were the geographical center of China. South of Beijing lays the North China Plain, which is the central area of the Chinese culture, the serious China. South of Nanjing is a more colorful area, which contains various dialects and cultures. This is the energetic China. When the serious China wanted to trespass the energetic China and get control of it, conflicts came. Nanjing had always been the center of the conflicts. Over the 1000 years, Beijing had been the nightmare of Nanjing, while Nanjing had been a troublesome problem for Beijing. Yuan was replaced by Ming in Nanjing. But later, Zhu Di, the 3rd emperor, moved the capital to Beijing by a Military coup against his nephew. When the Man people took control of Beijing and founded Qing dynasty, offspring of Ming’s royal families founded another regime in Nanjing which was eventually eliminated by Qing. In late 19th century, peasant uprising took place and Taiping was founded in Nanjing which beat a heavy blow on the Qing dynasty. Nanjing was courageous in its struggle against Beijing; the only thing it lacked was the brute strength. It’s common for the southern people.
Both as ancient capitals of China, Nanjing has a completely different culture from Beijing. Compared with Beijing, It is more like a lady who has gone through a great many vicissitudes. Nanjing is famous for its beautiful scenery. Emperors were so absorbed in the beautifulness that they nearly forgot what they should do with their own country. While Beijing was developing its military strength, Nanjing focused more on the development of economy and culture which seemed useless when facing brute strength. For this reason, Nanjing seemed to be inferior. Beijingers are always fond of their political traditions, their long history of being the center of the country, while Nanjingers are just sighing for their long-lost glory. Both cities were old, like two people in their 40s. Beijing is a man, who is still energetic as before. Nanjing is a lady, who is getting frail day by day.
Being the capital for so long, Beijing is too political. You can find traces of politics in almost everywhere of people’s life in Beijing. Beijingers are fond of talking about politics, caring about politics, taking part in politics. They are fond of public life. Meanwhile, Nanjingers share a different value. Nanjing is not a city much close to politics. Nanjingers care more about their own life just like a dedicate house wife caring about domestic matters. What happened in the central government has nothing attractive for them until it concerns their own interest. This also reflects the value difference between the serious China and the energetic China. Southern people care more about their own interest while northerners care more about the whole society.
This may illustrate why Nanjingers always live a peaceful and leisurely life. Life is never busy there. Meanwhile, Beijingers have too much burden for themselves. They are always worrying about anything but everything. They are always busy, leading a fast pace of life.
As a Nanjinger who has lived in my city for almost 20 years, I still prefer life in my own city. I’m proud of the culture in Nanjing while I will view the profound culture in Beijing in a different perspective.

12.13，让我们一起为30万亡魂祈祷...

好想回到南京感受警钟的长鸣，可惜在北京这样一个缺乏人性的城市里，更多的只是麻木而已。

生活依然忙忙碌碌，似乎有许多事情总也做不完。上一周的泛读文章整个是一个字都没有看，然后怀着一颗忐忑的心去上课，还好老师并没有quiz，只是把文章的内容简单的讲了一遍。然后就是下周的泛读presentation和期中作业，到现在还没有动笔呢...烦。想想期末的时候还要交一篇5000+字的外交论文，疯了...
也不知道自己究竟在忙些什么，似乎总是抽不出时间，可是仅有的那点时间，自己却在干些什么呢？上课，然后吃饭，然后回宿舍，开电脑。有些时候虽然也知道有很多事情要做，但就是静不下心来去做。很烦躁，June问我怎么办，我说我也不知道，就让它这样吧。人，有时面对自己身上的问题时还是很无能为力的。因为其实自己也不知道为什么会烦躁，便也无从寻找解决的办法。
June说她终于放弃了团委的工作。嗯...为她做出这样的决定而感到高兴，既然觉得这样的工作会影响到自己的学习，那便放弃吧。做出这样的决定是很明智的，不需要太多的犹豫，即使以后不去做这样的工作，也会获得许多类似的经验的。这个世界上总是有许许多多的机会的，加油~^_^
周日去了涿州，作为最后一次的代课教师之行。孩子们还是那么的天真可爱，一个个，每一个都是。之前的那晚还为第二天的课做了精心的准备，这与先前自己的作风完全不一样呢:)既然这是最后一次课了，那就让它结束得完美一些吧~~。有教案的老师真的很好当呢！现在其实已经很喜欢在讲台上教书的感觉了，看着一帮小屁孩按照自己的指示做这做那，感觉自己真的很伟大呢！如果不是因为要跑那么远，而且还不能获得充足的睡眠，我一定把这件事情给抢下来~~姐姐这样每周去涿州一定很辛苦吧？:)如果觉得太辛苦了就不要勉强了哦~
周二晚上吃饭的时候看到一些不该看到的东西。嗯...其实这件事情跟我真的一点关系都没有，只是有些影像在脑海里挥之不去而已。那是一个长相与June极其相似的女孩，经常能看到她，体育课、法语课，等等。每次看到她总会忍不住多看几眼。并不是说她真的是很漂亮还是什么，只是觉得好像June就在那里，就是那个人。我知道这些不过是自己的想象而已，一切都不是真的，一切都已经过去了。所以，当周二晚上看到那个女孩和一个男生一同在地下食堂吃饭的时候，我其实没有太多的反应。但是，即使知道那个人并不是她，看到她和男孩在一起的时候也还是会感到一些酸酸的，或者是痛痛的。嗯...我想得太多了。希望那个被我当作June的女孩不要介意，我不是故意的...
然后最近出的丑也真的够丑的。好吧，其实我不是故意的，真的是没有办法。当时我正在一趟前往南极的旅途中，破冰船开到半路停住不走了，于是我下船，与其他的船员们一起开车前进。开着开着，突然发现了一个世外桃源，里面有好多的中国式的亭台楼阁。船长带着我们走进这个世外桃源，我紧跟着船长，当我们走上一条幽静的长廊的时候，大副突然问船长，“Vincent怎么还不来？”我刚想说“我就在你后面阿~”，这时，船长说，“或许他需要花更多的时间来这吧。”然后感到一阵凉意，突然眼睛睁开，看下手机，7点56了！！
或许真的有人在冥冥之中帮助着我，让我不至于睡过头到10点，可是我觉得...这帮助来的也太晚了点吧！！
不说了，这篇文章从周二写到周三，太浪费时间了。就这样，继续研究学习...
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鉴于有人对于我的文章风格很有意见，我决定开始考虑调整空间的权限。嗯，考虑下...